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P & R? Yessss
So today was eventful.
Started off this morning, my previously missing friend finally messaged me. It was pretty.. disappointing, she’s distant, quiet and keeping alot back. Pretty crappy, I wish she’d be more upfront about things alot of the time. I’m sure I don’t have the right, but I feel (in a way) I’m owed an explanation, seeing as it’s not the norm to vanish for a 2 week chunk and put it down to “being busy with work”. Has me concerned and kinda let down, as I knew we were closer than this, things have indeed changed.
Then an ex from 5 or so years ago called me, asked to hang out. Not too strange, we talk regularly, but it was nice to get a call from her/spend some time with her, rather than text/IM.
Then lastly, my recent ex decided to search for me. We havent spoken in almost 5 months now, and I’d like to keep it that way. The relationship met a severely disappointing, but very civil end, yet she almost instantly turned in to everything I hated, behaved terribly, and for that reason I no longer wanted to keep in touch. I wondered how I was found, at first I thought through searching my email, but realised my current one was unknown to her, so she had actively searched for me.. Oh dear. “…I just thought it would be cool to talk” on my skype invite, and a facebook invite. Seems unnecessary as my number is the same, and I still use the email I had during the relationship, no logic.
Today was kinda negative, who knows what tomorrow will bring.
I got back in touch with a friend on April 11th, after 3-4 years of not seeing/talking to them, and we hit it off hugely, talked daily for hours & I loved it. Sometimes she is ill, and gets hospitalized (which makes her unreachable, kinda sucks) So we have small periods of not talking. She disappeared on the 23rd June and I was worried, but messaged me today saying she’s ok, but still can’t talk. I guess she’s sick again, but I’m not sure.. Will have to wait another week to see, I hope things haven’t changed.
So today I decided to make my own tumblr, rather than be secretly addicted to my friends.. Not sure what to do, but thought writing a little something could be the way to go.
“what i am told about the past” by lisa harlev
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